7.7.2004
 
Hey!  I'm not sure if I can still send this last report being that 03-04 is already in the archives .  I said I would send one more report though so here it is.
 
I meant to write this before I left Austria but the last few days were so hectic and went by so fast that I just couldn't find the time.  Right now I'm sitting on the plane in the Frankfurt airport waiting for take-off.  I'm holding the diary I wrote this year and the pillow my Austrian class gave me as a going away gift with all of their pictures on it.  It says "zur Erinnerung" on the top but I won't need a pillow to remember this year.  There's no way I'll ever forget one of the best years of my life.  All kinds of emotions are running through me that I can't explain in words.  I'm excited to go home to my family but am sad to leave my family behind.  I want to go back to my old lifestyle but don't want to stop living my new one.  I guess you have to be an exchange student to understand feelings like that.  I realize now why it was so easy to leave my family in the first place.  Deep down through all the tears I knew that I would see them all again.  However, when I leave Austria I have no idea when, if ever, I'll get to see any of these great people again.  In 9 short hours I will arrive in Miami airport.  Officially ending my exchange year.  Taking me back to hot dogs, baseball games, and my crazy family.  Back to reality.  Atleast the reality that I grew up with.  I won't ever be the same though.  I've gone through too much to ever be the same.  I've learned too much to ever be the same.  For that, I would like to thank Rotary.  I've experienced friendships of a lifetime.  I've learned to adapt to almost any situation. I've learned a new language.  Most importantly, I've learned that I can depend on myself.  A lesson that will help me for the rest of my life.  So, thank you great people of Rotary.  You've changed my life forever.
 
Ashley Conon